This pain in my chest grows stronger every day.
How much longer can I deal with it? They say, the hurt will only make you stronger; who are they anyway? Do they even know what real hurt is? Do they understand this pain that only grows stronger with every passing moment?
No, I don’t think they do.
So, for now I will hide you away and keep you in this spot they call hurt. I keep you there to remind me that ‘strength’ means I’ll never be ok.
I mean it.
via Daily Prompt: Pleased
Did it please you? To take joy in the pain I feel.
Did it? I’m so sure that it did.
I’m sure that it pleased you when I tried to explain how awful I felt; leaving you the way I did. I do regret my past transgressions, but that was overlooked by you.
Does it please you now knowing my heart will never be the same; I will never be the same.
Does it? I’m so sure that it does.
It makes you happy knowing she is exactly like me, only younger. She is the version of myself you wished I had been.
I will never be released from the pain of losing you.
Does it Please you yet?
Well, does it?
via Daily Prompt: Blindly
ˈblīn(d)lē/ adverb – without reasoning or questioning.
I have loved you blindly for all these years. They say never to believe in things blindly; question everything. But when I was with you I never had to question, I. just. knew. I knew without reasoning, your love for me was never-ending. The kind authors write love stories about; the kind that only exist in dreams. I knew without questioning that you were my person; my puzzle piece.
But, we grew older and I grew scared. Even after all these years when I see you now my heart breaks a little more. You were mine, but I questioned this life and let you go. I thought, to experience life this is what I need to do. Yes, we were young and in love.. but we were in love. This love that leads you blindly through life, wanting more and craving more. This love was an adventure.
I left you blindly, you never saw it coming. To be honest I don’t know if I did as well. I had made up my mind and without reason, I was gone. I left you, broken and alone. Thinking back now, I also left myself broken and alone. This was not my intention, this was not the plan. What happened?
I have loved you blindly for all these years. A day has not gone by that I cannot think of you and question what once was. They say never to believe in things blindly; question everything. I say, believe in things blindly, never question, love without reason; love